Wednesday, May 10, 2006

some random thoughts....

Ok, ok... I have to admit that I'm kinda scared to go for the x-ray cos it seems that I do kinda have a phobia of hospitals... Hahaha... I don't know why though cos I do like to go to hospitals to visit, but the other time when me mum was admitted, I kinda felt queasy going into the ward... Hmm... I am scared to be admitted to hospital cos I don't want to have visits from the 'people' that I can't see, but could only feel the presence... Hahaha....

Alright... I have to stop watching the Buttons video... I have been watching it for some time now, but I can't help it. Those dance moves in the video is totally fabulous and it's now New This Week on Perfect 10... And now, since I've just bought a new CD burner for my comp, I've burned the Buttons video and some of their latest performances into a VCD yesterday and now, if there's nothing on TV, cos Singapore TV totally sucks big time, I can watch their videos!!!!! Mwahahahahahaha....

Argghhhh... My cousin's in US right now, in Chicago and.....the dolls had a concert there on 6th May.... Lucky guy... And he's gonna be back at the end of this month.

And I just got back my results last week and, phew!!! I managed to pass all of the modules... Haha, I was expecting to fail, especially my marketing paper, but I managed to pass it with a D+... Hahaha... That's kinda lucky, man!

Woo hoo!!! Gotta say. PCD are fabulous performers and their concert is totally awesome!!! Was watching some of their footage on youtube and what can I say? FANTASTIC!!!! Hahahahahahaha....... Alright, I think I have to stop writing about the dolls... Hahahahaha

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Just a thought...

Ok... I think some of my mates are dead!!!! Why did I say that? Well, texted a couple of them a couple of weeks ago, asking if they're still alive or dead... Only 2 of them replied, so the others are dead!!!! Hahahahaha.... Oh my god!!!!! Oh yes!!! I'm being sarcastic here!!!

And why are some people still playing with Tamagotchis? They are so last century!!! Only kindergarten kids play with them, not secondary school kids!!! What the fuck? And do you guys think that the whole bus is for your school? When did your school chartered the whole bus just for you idiots? Because you idiots, I have to walk all the way to the bus interchange so that I can take the bus!!! It's ok though cos I have to burn off some of the fat. Haha... Hopefully, the whole lot of you Yishun Town Sec idiots don't conquer the bus today cos I'm carrying my VCR home. Yes, I brought my VCR to my aunt's cos I was thinking of taping TRL, but damn, I don't have any idea on how to connect it to the cable box....

Woo hoo! I'm so happy!!! Beep hit number this week on three radio stations - WKRZ91.3, Power98 and Perfect 10... Yahoo!!! Buttons will do great on the chart. And Singapore is so damn freaking slow!!!! Some of the Malaysian radio stations have started playing Buttons, and it's not the album version. It's the one with Snoop Dog on it!!!

Oh crap! I've not been having enough sleep since last Thursday. It's all because of the stupid election that's going on rite now! I think I've only clocked about 20 hours of sleep for this whole week!!! It's like about 3 hours of sleep per day, and how I manage to make it through the day, is still a mystery to me... Hahaha... Those stupid lorries, going round nearly every hour asking us to vote. Don't they ever use their brains?! They waking up the voters is not a damn good idea! Luckily, I don't have to vote this year. Phew!!!! It's like I had just fallen asleep about 5 mins when this other party would come around and wake me up... And when it's gone, this other would come around and wake me up again... Tell me. how am I going to get a good nite sleep? It's not like I'm sleeping at 10 or 11 at nite... My bedtime is now at 4 or 5 in the moring cos haha, I'm not working yet!!!! Hahahahaha to those who are working now... It's not that I'm not really working... I get paid by my aunt 70 bucks a month for ironing hers and my uncle's clothes and doing some house work for her. And I only have to work for 4 days a month... And now, my mum's starting to pay me again 10 bucks per week for ironing her clothes... Woo hoo! In one month, I could get 110 bucks just by doing some simple work... Hahahahaha... I know, to some of you, it may seem so little, but I'm contented with that. Besides, what do I have to buy? Most of the time, I use the money to buy cds or to buy some stuffs that is not that expensive. Even if I wanted something that's rather expensive, I will save up... Maybe, it's due to my upbringing... Like I said, having lots of money doesn't buy you happiness... I'm happy being the way I am, living the life I'm having now...

Some people may think I'm rather immature cos I'm being obsessed with PCD or Liberty X, but I'm having the time of my life talking to the people on their official websites... The fans are open-minded, unlike some people... And we don't always talk about the bands. We do joke around about stuffs, just like normal friends would do... And they accept you for who you are... That's what's great about them.. And some of them are even younger than me... And there's this group of people that I'm good mates with, who are a couple of years older than me... Some are my sister's age, and one of them is even 13 years older than me... And there's also bout two of them who's about 14 years old and their thinking are way more matured than some people that I know...

And I do accept the fact that some people think that I'm crazy. I admit. I am a bit crazy, maybe not a bit, but really crazy. My mind can't stop working, even when I'm going to sleep, all this crazy thoughts would be in my head. Not that crazy though until I have to be admitted to Woodbridge... Nah, I'm not that crazy that I'm going to start killing people. Those people are psychos... I'm not that psycho, if I were, I would be wearing a straightjacket right now... Haha, I wonder how it feels to be in a straightjacket? Oh wait! I know how it feels cos I was wearing this hoodie sweater of mine and the sleeves are rather long. So, for a joke, I put my arms in the jacket and left the sleeves dangling. I forgot who it was, but I think it's Schenelle. She took the sleeves and tied it up so, it's like a straightjacket and Rosli was like, "Suzi, what the hell are you doing?" Yeah, I always make a fool of myself... But it's okay though as long as it makes people laughs... I like making people laugh. I don't know why though.... but I could be serious at times, just don't expect me to be damn serious when I'm in this crazy, cheeky mood... And, yes, i do have a short-temper. I can be really pissed off in just a few mins...and then, back to this cheery mood in a few mins... Woo hoo! I'm a bit of a schizo... Hey! Maybe, it has to do with my horoscope cos I'm the twins!!!!! Hahahahaha....

Oh man! I'm writing too much today!!! But who cares? Since no-one is reading, I think so... And besides, I'm trying to fight off my sleepiness.... Woo hoo... There's a big fight on the PCD website now... I like!!! Well, who's it between? It's between us, amigos against these fucked-up fakers and their supporters... Why are we fighting them? Well, they posted someone else's pics and claimed that it's them. Fucking posers!!!! Well, you're right! I'm anti fakers/posers!!! Down with fakers and posers... If you want to see abunch of fakers here in Singapore, go down to Orchard Road on weekends and you'll see a whole lot of them. That is one reason why i don't really like going down to Orchard Road and that's why I don't want to apply for a job at HMV cos I'll see lots of fakers!!! Fakers who don't have an identity of their own!!! Fuck you, fakers and posers!!!! I hate you! I HATE YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bwahhahahahahaha.....

Aww... I'm sure Ashley would be really confuse cos the fight is happening on her comment's page. She'll log on and see all this shit and she would be like, "What the fuck is going on here?!" Hahahaha, bless her! I wonder why the fight don't happen on the other girls' comments page, but on Ashley's.... Hmmm..... Nicole has not been online for two months now, and the others don't really come online that much... Maybe, that's why, or maybe, it's because she's part of the amigos.... Hahahaha

Woo... i just realise that I've been writing so much... So, brain, do you have anything more to say?

Brain: For the moment I don't think so....

Well, since my brain said that it doesn't have anything else to say, I'm finished here for the moment.... Hahahahahahahaha

(Life is short - enjoy it!!!)

...

Don't watch me battle my duel, a cold hearted bout
Hear the screams as you shout while you're flat on your back
You know there's no turnin back
You wanna piece of me, you ask for beef with me
Ain't no sequel to me, you gonna make it your best
You try slash my chest, I'm badder than the rest
Cos you know I'll defend
Clash straight to the end
Next contender try to contend
My arena
Step into my surroundings
No emotions no commotions, there is no feeling
I'm the favourite
As well ya know cos there's no hold
Barred and anything will go

Ok..... I lied....

Hahahahahahahahahaha....... Ok, I lied... I said that I'm going to have a haircut 3 weeks before my birthday, but I just went for a haircut on Sunday, 4 weeks before me birthday... Hehehe, I lied!!!!

Haha... Can't wait for this Sunday cos they'll be showing Las Vegas, one of my fave show, and one of my most fave band, the Pussycat Dolls (the other being Liberty X) will be on it!!!! How cool is that?!!!!! And, yeah, I'm at my aunt's now cos I wanted to watch TRL which, as you guessed it, has PCD in it.... And they even showed a sneak peek at their latest video (who cares? I've already watched it a dozen times). And as I said before, and as they sang in that video and in the Don't Cha video, it's HOT, HOT, HOT!!!!

And, people, I'm finally getting my results slip today or tomorrow!!! Hope that I manage to pass cos I'm a idiot. People might think I'm that smart, but, nope, I'm not.... I'm only smart in wasting my time away and pissing others off or playing pranks on others.... Hahahaha.... Life is short, why should I really be concern with my studies? Well, people might say that I will get a good paying job with a degree and all that shit, but, honestly, do you think so? Look at Bill Gates. He doesn't have a Master's but he's still a billionaire. Besides, what's the use of having lots of money? When you die, can you take your money along with you to the grave? Of course not!!! Duh!!!! What's the use of having lots of money and leading a miserable life? So, that's why I spent my money on stuffs that people might think is useless... Besides, I don't spend much of my money on food... Hahahahahahaha............


(Life is short - enjoy it!!!)