The ITP story...lol

Ok, well, like I promised... Here it is.... This is my side of story, and I'm not making any of this up.

As all of you know, I was attached to MPA, with somebody (I shall not mentioned the name, besides, I'm sure all of you know who...). Ok, we were attached for 6 months, rite? Well, I did my share of work faster than her, not because I want to curry favour from my boss, but I wanna learn more. So, when I asked me boss for more work, she would ask me to delegate some for the other one. So I did, and she got pissed off with me cos she haven't finished hers. So, after that we compromise and she told me that once I've finished mine, check with her first, and if she hasn't finished yet, I'll help out with her load. And I did, but when you asked a person nicely if has she finished her load, and that person raises her voice at you, would you get piss of? I'm sure you would! See, I don't like it when you talk to a person nicely, and that person raises her voice at you for nothing. I know, I've been guilty of that at times, and I'm sorry... What happened was that it went for 3 months and a person would bound to snap. And I did.

On that fateful day, I asked her nicely if she has finished her workload, and she screamed back at me, "No, not yet! Can't you finish your job slower? I can't finished mine!" What I did was I said this to her, "I asked you nicely, rite?" and went back to my desk. Then, a few hours after that (we didn't talk since then), she came to my desk and throw my workload to me... So, after lunchtime, when giving out her load, I did the same thing...

Then, after work, in the bus, I received a text message on my mobile phone... It's from her and in the message, she was insulting me like crap. I'm not writing what she wrote in the message cos I forgot all of it (what for to remember such crap?!). I'm sure most of you would feel really hurt to receive that message. I nearly cried in the bus when I read it.

Ok, I'm sure none of you what happens next. When I reached home, I went straight to my room and cried (Yes, I did). My mum came into my room and asked me what happened and I was kinda thinking of asking her to send me to IMH. I was really depressed cos the only 'friend' that I had was the person with whom I was attached when I specifically stated in the form that I didn't want to be attached with her, cos I know, me and her can never get along. So, I was really, really depressed that luckily it was a Friday, if not, I would have taken a sick leave the next day.

We didn't talk until I finally gave in to Kak Ain and Kak Emily's request to befriend her again. So, I apologise to her just a few days before Hari Raya (why must it always be me to apologise first even though I'm not in the wrong). So, after that, it's okay until the day her group had to present their Safety and Environmental Management assignment. She was standing up for an idiot who didn't know what she was doing and the thing was, she should know the fact cos she was attached to the same department as me (not the idiot). What more, she was even trying to make me looked like a fool...

Ok, I may sound pathetic by posting all of the above now, but I have to make clear why me and that person could never be friends again... So, that's all... I don't care anymore bout what others think of me as long as I am clear of who I am...