First of all, this post is not meant to be sarcastic - just have too much time on hand and this post was in the works for already like a couple of weeks. Cos I'm pissed with people trying to change me into someone that I'm so freaking not! And I was also reminiscing bout my past 19 years in this world. I am me, and you are you. Hahahahahahahaha.........
Ok, I am weird. I know that. And I love being weird. I also like the fact that I have this unpredictability factor goin on for me. I am one of a kind. I'm still trying to fix my 'short fuse'. I don't care if the others are going to be pissed off with me just because I don't wanna continue the feud between me and Aishah (By the way, we've talked on msn - I was online when she was on). Like I don't freaking care if people think that I'm not straight just because I like the Pussycat Dolls. I don't care if people call me weird just because I like the music that they've never heard before or even like. I know that I can be angry at one time, and really crazy at another. I know that I am mean. I don't care if people don't get my joke. I know my joke could be rather hard for some people to understand. I can be quite stubborn, even though I'm not a Taurus (just a few days short). Like I want to say that I'm the person that I am due to me being a Gemini, but some people would say, "Oh, I like to sleep in class just because of my horoscope!". Hahaha - trying to be sarcastic to me? Yawn, I'm so freaking tired trying to be someone that I'm so freaking not. I'm always the one compromising just so to please the people that I thought were my friends. People just have to accept me for who I am, and not try to change me into someone that they like. Well, gotta end here cos my wrist is killing me... (how am I gonna get a job when I can't freaking type for so long?!)
Be the change you wish to see in the world (Kimberly PCD's motto)
Life is short - enjoy it!!! (Just realise I've not been putting my motto in most of me post... Hehehehe)
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Blah Blah Blah
Am at my aunt's house rite now cos didn't have cable tv at home and Pussycat Dolls were performing on TRL on MTV, even though I just returned home yesterday... Yeah, slept at her house on Sunday cos was watching the matches and irritating my uncle who is a big Liverpool fan... Teased him when Man Utd beat Wigan 4-0, while his beloved Reds beat Man City 1-0...
So, reached my aunt's house bout 11.50 (10 mins before TRL), and by luck, someone requested for Stickwitu, and then, they played Because Of You after that... Haha, both are my fave artists, other than Liberty X... That reminds me - was listening to Power 98 fm, one late night, and they played Beep, and rite after that, Walk Away... How great is that?!
Well, back to the performance. It was totally freaking great! They performed Stickwitu and their 4th single, Buttons. Love that song!!! It was a Valentine's special - Yeah, it's like what, 2 weeks late? But, who cares?! As long as I get to watch them performing... Haha
Was waiting for Ashley to come online yesterday, which she finally did, but I had to wait for 8 hours for that... The good thing is she's well rite now. While waiting for her to come online, 2 other dolls were online too... First, it was Carmit (at about 8 something in the morning) and then, Kimberly, who was online 3 times... She was even online a few minutes before Ashley! Well, Ashley was finally online and in her blog/journal, she even give a special shout out to us amigos... Haha, finally a part of the amigos! Woo Hoo!!! By the way, all time mentioned are in local time, cos the US are like 17 hours behind us...
Ok, rite now, I dunno wat to say. Damn it... Oh, just remember. Thought of sharing this great song by Blazin' Squad (none of me mates heard of them). Look closely at the lyrics... It has a great meaning...
Alrite, here's the lyrics to that song, Where The Story Ends.
Where The Story Ends - Blazin' Squad
I just want you to listen,
troubled minds of the troubled times, keep yourself together, don't listen to other peeps,
cause a lot can happen on the streets, and peer pressure is a killer so listen to there wide
words that i preach, it aint safe out there, i know this from experience, coz this is serious,
and that's how lives get messed up, i took this time to, just eight bars to explain to the kids
whats up.
You're livin in dangerous minds, dangerous times, thug life, you're growing up on the street,
all that crime, i've been there before, i've been through it, i realise the pain, im drawn into
it, it feels terrible, when you're on another level, to the rest of them, trainers, clothes,
you're not in with the trend, it's just a teenage beef thats bothering you, its just a phase in
life you'll have to go through.
[chorus]
You know i never will amount to you, but is it pain you gotta put me through, you know i never will live up to you, and all that you do, you never tell your enemies from friends, and life will never be the same again, you never know where the story ends, thats right my friend, thats where the story ends.
I hear these things again and again and again, dress to impress for a friend, all it does everytime i hear will it ever stop, it just sends me round the bend, it ain't easy to be a teenager, i should know it puts your life in danger, do you ever really think that it will stop, all the muggings and the bullys and wepons i think not.
I can sit and write lyrics all day, but my teenage problems never fade away, my fashion sense never lead astray, my smell, my phone is what portrays, the person that i am, the person that is me, whatever you believe, imagine or percieve, a brethren or a chief, educated or naive, my popularity brings, friends and enemies.
[repeat chorus]
Teenage life you've gotta deal with it somehow, no point in complaining gotta live with it somehow, unfair job but you're still with it somehoe, it aint fair but you've gotta get through it somehow, all the teenagers that have had enough, that are tired of scuffs and just want love, just take some time unleash your mind and you will find it somehow.
What's wrong kid could be making it, teenager in trouble and you're hatin it, you wanna leave the crowd your with, lead your own life, but i know you're scared of it, in a week there's 7 days 168 hours and a million ways, everyday's different but your life will change, trust me it will never stay the same again.
[repeat chorus]
Growing up seems so hard when you're young, you never wanna listen always wanna have fun, try to make things right but it soons wrong, people say the best years come when you're young, you never listen to what people say, always wanna try and do things n your own way, never think straight always play life as a game and in the end it's another life thrown away.
Teenage troubles thoughts that run through your head, trying to impress cause of what your mates said, wanna get in the crowd you aint got the clothes so you're out for a teenager thats what lifes about, the pressure of the drugs violence and racism that faces them its a part of life dont ruin it for yourself or you might end up by yourself.
You think about back in the day, of what you could have had but you threw it away, to be the top boy on the street, to be the boy everybody wanted to be, cant you see.
[repeat chorus to fade]
Maybe, for my next post, I should list down all the songs that have really meaningful lyrics or a great meaning behind the songs... Yeah, that would be great...
So, reached my aunt's house bout 11.50 (10 mins before TRL), and by luck, someone requested for Stickwitu, and then, they played Because Of You after that... Haha, both are my fave artists, other than Liberty X... That reminds me - was listening to Power 98 fm, one late night, and they played Beep, and rite after that, Walk Away... How great is that?!
Well, back to the performance. It was totally freaking great! They performed Stickwitu and their 4th single, Buttons. Love that song!!! It was a Valentine's special - Yeah, it's like what, 2 weeks late? But, who cares?! As long as I get to watch them performing... Haha
Was waiting for Ashley to come online yesterday, which she finally did, but I had to wait for 8 hours for that... The good thing is she's well rite now. While waiting for her to come online, 2 other dolls were online too... First, it was Carmit (at about 8 something in the morning) and then, Kimberly, who was online 3 times... She was even online a few minutes before Ashley! Well, Ashley was finally online and in her blog/journal, she even give a special shout out to us amigos... Haha, finally a part of the amigos! Woo Hoo!!! By the way, all time mentioned are in local time, cos the US are like 17 hours behind us...
Ok, rite now, I dunno wat to say. Damn it... Oh, just remember. Thought of sharing this great song by Blazin' Squad (none of me mates heard of them). Look closely at the lyrics... It has a great meaning...
Alrite, here's the lyrics to that song, Where The Story Ends.
Where The Story Ends - Blazin' Squad
I just want you to listen,
troubled minds of the troubled times, keep yourself together, don't listen to other peeps,
cause a lot can happen on the streets, and peer pressure is a killer so listen to there wide
words that i preach, it aint safe out there, i know this from experience, coz this is serious,
and that's how lives get messed up, i took this time to, just eight bars to explain to the kids
whats up.
You're livin in dangerous minds, dangerous times, thug life, you're growing up on the street,
all that crime, i've been there before, i've been through it, i realise the pain, im drawn into
it, it feels terrible, when you're on another level, to the rest of them, trainers, clothes,
you're not in with the trend, it's just a teenage beef thats bothering you, its just a phase in
life you'll have to go through.
[chorus]
You know i never will amount to you, but is it pain you gotta put me through, you know i never will live up to you, and all that you do, you never tell your enemies from friends, and life will never be the same again, you never know where the story ends, thats right my friend, thats where the story ends.
I hear these things again and again and again, dress to impress for a friend, all it does everytime i hear will it ever stop, it just sends me round the bend, it ain't easy to be a teenager, i should know it puts your life in danger, do you ever really think that it will stop, all the muggings and the bullys and wepons i think not.
I can sit and write lyrics all day, but my teenage problems never fade away, my fashion sense never lead astray, my smell, my phone is what portrays, the person that i am, the person that is me, whatever you believe, imagine or percieve, a brethren or a chief, educated or naive, my popularity brings, friends and enemies.
[repeat chorus]
Teenage life you've gotta deal with it somehow, no point in complaining gotta live with it somehow, unfair job but you're still with it somehoe, it aint fair but you've gotta get through it somehow, all the teenagers that have had enough, that are tired of scuffs and just want love, just take some time unleash your mind and you will find it somehow.
What's wrong kid could be making it, teenager in trouble and you're hatin it, you wanna leave the crowd your with, lead your own life, but i know you're scared of it, in a week there's 7 days 168 hours and a million ways, everyday's different but your life will change, trust me it will never stay the same again.
[repeat chorus]
Growing up seems so hard when you're young, you never wanna listen always wanna have fun, try to make things right but it soons wrong, people say the best years come when you're young, you never listen to what people say, always wanna try and do things n your own way, never think straight always play life as a game and in the end it's another life thrown away.
Teenage troubles thoughts that run through your head, trying to impress cause of what your mates said, wanna get in the crowd you aint got the clothes so you're out for a teenager thats what lifes about, the pressure of the drugs violence and racism that faces them its a part of life dont ruin it for yourself or you might end up by yourself.
You think about back in the day, of what you could have had but you threw it away, to be the top boy on the street, to be the boy everybody wanted to be, cant you see.
[repeat chorus to fade]
Maybe, for my next post, I should list down all the songs that have really meaningful lyrics or a great meaning behind the songs... Yeah, that would be great...
Monday, February 27, 2006
Specially for Siti Nuraishah Bte Sha'aban
Ok, I'm not being sarcastic here by posting your full name in the title. I'm just scared that some other Aishahs would think it's for them...
First of all, I would like to say that I feel flattered that you took the time to find my blog, read it, analyse it and then comment in your blog.
Second, let's end this feud between us, cos to be honest, I don't know what this beef between us... I don't know what we're fighting about. So, I'm extending a hand of friendship to you and it's up to you to accept it. I know this may not seem sincere enough, but trust me, it's from the bottom of my heart that I want to end this feud between us. I've been thinking bout it for some time and I realised that I didn't know, at all, why the both of us are fighting. So, between the both of us, let's be friends again.
Thirdly, good luck in your future endeavours.
First of all, I would like to say that I feel flattered that you took the time to find my blog, read it, analyse it and then comment in your blog.
Second, let's end this feud between us, cos to be honest, I don't know what this beef between us... I don't know what we're fighting about. So, I'm extending a hand of friendship to you and it's up to you to accept it. I know this may not seem sincere enough, but trust me, it's from the bottom of my heart that I want to end this feud between us. I've been thinking bout it for some time and I realised that I didn't know, at all, why the both of us are fighting. So, between the both of us, let's be friends again.
Thirdly, good luck in your future endeavours.
The ITP story...lol
Ok, well, like I promised... Here it is.... This is my side of story, and I'm not making any of this up.
As all of you know, I was attached to MPA, with somebody (I shall not mentioned the name, besides, I'm sure all of you know who...). Ok, we were attached for 6 months, rite? Well, I did my share of work faster than her, not because I want to curry favour from my boss, but I wanna learn more. So, when I asked me boss for more work, she would ask me to delegate some for the other one. So I did, and she got pissed off with me cos she haven't finished hers. So, after that we compromise and she told me that once I've finished mine, check with her first, and if she hasn't finished yet, I'll help out with her load. And I did, but when you asked a person nicely if has she finished her load, and that person raises her voice at you, would you get piss of? I'm sure you would! See, I don't like it when you talk to a person nicely, and that person raises her voice at you for nothing. I know, I've been guilty of that at times, and I'm sorry... What happened was that it went for 3 months and a person would bound to snap. And I did.
On that fateful day, I asked her nicely if she has finished her workload, and she screamed back at me, "No, not yet! Can't you finish your job slower? I can't finished mine!" What I did was I said this to her, "I asked you nicely, rite?" and went back to my desk. Then, a few hours after that (we didn't talk since then), she came to my desk and throw my workload to me... So, after lunchtime, when giving out her load, I did the same thing...
Then, after work, in the bus, I received a text message on my mobile phone... It's from her and in the message, she was insulting me like crap. I'm not writing what she wrote in the message cos I forgot all of it (what for to remember such crap?!). I'm sure most of you would feel really hurt to receive that message. I nearly cried in the bus when I read it.
Ok, I'm sure none of you what happens next. When I reached home, I went straight to my room and cried (Yes, I did). My mum came into my room and asked me what happened and I was kinda thinking of asking her to send me to IMH. I was really depressed cos the only 'friend' that I had was the person with whom I was attached when I specifically stated in the form that I didn't want to be attached with her, cos I know, me and her can never get along. So, I was really, really depressed that luckily it was a Friday, if not, I would have taken a sick leave the next day.
We didn't talk until I finally gave in to Kak Ain and Kak Emily's request to befriend her again. So, I apologise to her just a few days before Hari Raya (why must it always be me to apologise first even though I'm not in the wrong). So, after that, it's okay until the day her group had to present their Safety and Environmental Management assignment. She was standing up for an idiot who didn't know what she was doing and the thing was, she should know the fact cos she was attached to the same department as me (not the idiot). What more, she was even trying to make me looked like a fool...
Ok, I may sound pathetic by posting all of the above now, but I have to make clear why me and that person could never be friends again... So, that's all... I don't care anymore bout what others think of me as long as I am clear of who I am...
As all of you know, I was attached to MPA, with somebody (I shall not mentioned the name, besides, I'm sure all of you know who...). Ok, we were attached for 6 months, rite? Well, I did my share of work faster than her, not because I want to curry favour from my boss, but I wanna learn more. So, when I asked me boss for more work, she would ask me to delegate some for the other one. So I did, and she got pissed off with me cos she haven't finished hers. So, after that we compromise and she told me that once I've finished mine, check with her first, and if she hasn't finished yet, I'll help out with her load. And I did, but when you asked a person nicely if has she finished her load, and that person raises her voice at you, would you get piss of? I'm sure you would! See, I don't like it when you talk to a person nicely, and that person raises her voice at you for nothing. I know, I've been guilty of that at times, and I'm sorry... What happened was that it went for 3 months and a person would bound to snap. And I did.
On that fateful day, I asked her nicely if she has finished her workload, and she screamed back at me, "No, not yet! Can't you finish your job slower? I can't finished mine!" What I did was I said this to her, "I asked you nicely, rite?" and went back to my desk. Then, a few hours after that (we didn't talk since then), she came to my desk and throw my workload to me... So, after lunchtime, when giving out her load, I did the same thing...
Then, after work, in the bus, I received a text message on my mobile phone... It's from her and in the message, she was insulting me like crap. I'm not writing what she wrote in the message cos I forgot all of it (what for to remember such crap?!). I'm sure most of you would feel really hurt to receive that message. I nearly cried in the bus when I read it.
Ok, I'm sure none of you what happens next. When I reached home, I went straight to my room and cried (Yes, I did). My mum came into my room and asked me what happened and I was kinda thinking of asking her to send me to IMH. I was really depressed cos the only 'friend' that I had was the person with whom I was attached when I specifically stated in the form that I didn't want to be attached with her, cos I know, me and her can never get along. So, I was really, really depressed that luckily it was a Friday, if not, I would have taken a sick leave the next day.
We didn't talk until I finally gave in to Kak Ain and Kak Emily's request to befriend her again. So, I apologise to her just a few days before Hari Raya (why must it always be me to apologise first even though I'm not in the wrong). So, after that, it's okay until the day her group had to present their Safety and Environmental Management assignment. She was standing up for an idiot who didn't know what she was doing and the thing was, she should know the fact cos she was attached to the same department as me (not the idiot). What more, she was even trying to make me looked like a fool...
Ok, I may sound pathetic by posting all of the above now, but I have to make clear why me and that person could never be friends again... So, that's all... I don't care anymore bout what others think of me as long as I am clear of who I am...
Yawn...............................
Yawnnnnnnnnnn........................ I know it's been like what, 2 weeks or less since I've updated my blog... The truth is I'm tired, not because I was crying cos I was hurt from reading someone's blog... No, no, no. To be honest, I was quite surprised that she really read thru my blog and pick up points of what I wrote, analyse them and comment bout them in her blog... Was I angry when I read her blog? Hell, no!
I was tired as in my brains are tired from this silly feud that someone in my class started... (See I'm not mentioning name cos I'm not that cold as to make some people cry...). To be honest, I don't really know what the feud's all about, but what I know is that I don't like to see people take advantage of the people that I called friends... Giving them 10 bucks in coins... Do you think it's that funny? How do you feel when I did the same to you?
Alrite, alrite... I don't want to quarrel with some people anymore, but with some, it's beyond repairs. I don't wanna see their faces anymore... I'm sure no-one knows what happened during my ITP, cos nobody's have ever hear my side of story and I didn't give out the full details. So, today, I'll post 3 updates, this, one for the ITP story, and another one - you'll see...
I was tired as in my brains are tired from this silly feud that someone in my class started... (See I'm not mentioning name cos I'm not that cold as to make some people cry...). To be honest, I don't really know what the feud's all about, but what I know is that I don't like to see people take advantage of the people that I called friends... Giving them 10 bucks in coins... Do you think it's that funny? How do you feel when I did the same to you?
Alrite, alrite... I don't want to quarrel with some people anymore, but with some, it's beyond repairs. I don't wanna see their faces anymore... I'm sure no-one knows what happened during my ITP, cos nobody's have ever hear my side of story and I didn't give out the full details. So, today, I'll post 3 updates, this, one for the ITP story, and another one - you'll see...
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Bored to the skull...
Haha... One day until 3 entries... Then, post stupid comments on me mates' blogs... Well, what to do? I'm so freaking bored...*sigh* Didn't wanna go home early cos nothing to do... Studying? Later on, or even tomorrow - one hour b4 the paper, then only start studying... Oh fuck! The airconditioning in the library is too freaking cold... Brrrr..... I'm freezing... Logged on to the official pcd website, but no one to talk to, due to the time difference and none of the dolls are online....*sigh*
Ooh... Just remember a part of their song which I can dedicate to The Retards... To The Retards, I 'love' you guys so I'm dedicating the next few lines to you... Muah... *kisses*
You got a problem with my space?
Get your look out of my face
'Coz I've had it with your lies
You're pretty damn close to being unfine
'Cuz everything you do makes you look like a fool
Don't those few lines describe them? Ooh, I love that song... To The Retards - maybe you should use that song as your theme... The title of the song is............................FLIRT!!! Haha, totally describing you guys... Always flirting around... hahaha...
Hmm... Gotta start looking for some more songs that totally describe you bumbling idiots... Ooh, here are some of them...
Ooh... Just remember a part of their song which I can dedicate to The Retards... To The Retards, I 'love' you guys so I'm dedicating the next few lines to you... Muah... *kisses*
You got a problem with my space?
Get your look out of my face
'Coz I've had it with your lies
You're pretty damn close to being unfine
'Cuz everything you do makes you look like a fool
Don't those few lines describe them? Ooh, I love that song... To The Retards - maybe you should use that song as your theme... The title of the song is............................FLIRT!!! Haha, totally describing you guys... Always flirting around... hahaha...
Hmm... Gotta start looking for some more songs that totally describe you bumbling idiots... Ooh, here are some of them...
- Shut Up - Simple Plan
- I Hate Everything About You - 3 Days Grace
- This line from The Road I'm On by 3 Doors Down :- What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong, Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong(remind me to buy the third album - I love those guys)
- From Better Do Better by Hard-Fi - Your face makes me want to be sick, Ah yeah it's a physical reaction... You'd better leave cos you see I can't, Won't be blamed for my actions.
Ha ha... There are other songs that can be used to describe them, but why waste my time... Stupid cracks... 'Cher, how do this? How to do that? Haiyah, 'Cher, what's the format of the paper? Where would this topic come out? 'Cher, do you have the latest paper? (Of course not, you idiot)... Stop your fucking whining. Your voice is irritating and I swear if I have to hear your whining voice again, I'm gonna kill you!
Well, not really... Don't wanna to go to jail or got hanged for them.... Why sacrifice myself for them? Yawn, I'm so sleepy... Ooh, just realised that I'm sounding more and more like those fucking bitches.... Ooh here, ooh there... Hahahaha... No way, man!!!
Minahs and mats - you might as well get rid of yourselves to spare me the anger and digust that's been building up inside me, for you guys. Get a life!!!
Ah Bengs and Ah Lians - refer to the above line...
For the Indian equivalent - refer to the two lines above...
Oh man! Got a crazy dude here, in the library... He's laughing alone and loudly. People are asking him to shut up by doing this - shhhhhhhh.... Aarghhh, my back's killing me. Been sitting in this hard chair for aboout, hmm, 4 hours... Just remember, my wrist were hurting while doing the Port Planning paper. Got to ask my mum for dosh to go for X-ray... Blahblahblahblahblah... Was thinking of giving up just now while doing the paper, cos like I said, my wrist was killing me... Gonna miss this skool, the library, the labs, the lecturers, the tonnes of clones here, me mates and last, but not least, The Retards (yeah right)... Ha ha, I'm rambling right now, bout nothing. Gotta stop now cos the pain's back... Adios, amigos, berambus... hahahaha
Life is short - enjoy it!!!
Me favourite words
Ok, ok... Like I've promised... Here are some of me fave words.... Be warned - most of them are swear words....
- freaking (this or that) - when I'm not pissed off or in a good mood
- fuck - when I'm pissed. 'Sides, it's a universal word...
- bumbling idiots
- the retards
- shit
- bugger
- bitch
- arseholes
- crap
- blah blah blah
Hmm.... That's it for now...
Satisfied?
Tsk, tsk, tsk....
Was reading weirdo's blog, and I pity you, man... Note to weirdo - ignore those bumbling idiots...
Ooh... Didn't know that we're a clan... Isk, isk, isk... I see us more as a gang of friends who are close and share the common interest......condemning you dumbos and making fun of you idiots... Don't lie, I'm sure you idiots do that too... Oh c'mon idiots! Grow up! Don't be that fucking immature bitches that you are... You're going to be 20 (one of you 21, can vote some more) and don't think that you're in secondary school... Ha ha... Friend, don't friend... Note to you idiots - Grow Up! Grow Up!
Ha ha... Finished me paper early and went to the toilet (alone... and I didn't like it) and when I wanted to exit, guess who I saw? Miss Pockmarked.... Ooh, that's scary...
Ah, 1 more day to go... After that R.I.P. DMTM 3A/21 of the year 2005-2006... No more bumbling idiots!!! Yeah!
By the way, couldn't do my paper cos I have to sit according to the serial number. And when that happens, I get so bloody pissed off!!!!! Have to sit near bumbling idiots, so maybe that's why me can't do the paper... I'm becoming brainless lik dem... See my English is degrading... Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Ooh... Didn't know that we're a clan... Isk, isk, isk... I see us more as a gang of friends who are close and share the common interest......condemning you dumbos and making fun of you idiots... Don't lie, I'm sure you idiots do that too... Oh c'mon idiots! Grow up! Don't be that fucking immature bitches that you are... You're going to be 20 (one of you 21, can vote some more) and don't think that you're in secondary school... Ha ha... Friend, don't friend... Note to you idiots - Grow Up! Grow Up!
Ha ha... Finished me paper early and went to the toilet (alone... and I didn't like it) and when I wanted to exit, guess who I saw? Miss Pockmarked.... Ooh, that's scary...
Ah, 1 more day to go... After that R.I.P. DMTM 3A/21 of the year 2005-2006... No more bumbling idiots!!! Yeah!
By the way, couldn't do my paper cos I have to sit according to the serial number. And when that happens, I get so bloody pissed off!!!!! Have to sit near bumbling idiots, so maybe that's why me can't do the paper... I'm becoming brainless lik dem... See my English is degrading... Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
The Retards....
Hahahahahahaha... I'm going to dedicate this post to the 'coolest' gang in my class - The Retards...
Oooohhh, first there was three and now they have grown to five!!! Oooh, I 'love' them... Yeah right. They are the most obnoxious idiots that I've seen... Keep saying, "Cher, why must do this, why must do that?" Note to The Retards - Go and Fuck Yourselves... Hahahahaha, no, better go and kill yourself to save Singapore from having to deal with people like you guys...
Have anyone watch the movie, Mean Girls? Well, they have this 'cool' gang, The Plastics. We, too, have them... They're called...............(fanfare please) The Retards!!! Please give a round of applause to them. Yeah!!! But, The Retards are ugly, compared to The Plastics....
What you need to join The Retards...
Oooohhh, first there was three and now they have grown to five!!! Oooh, I 'love' them... Yeah right. They are the most obnoxious idiots that I've seen... Keep saying, "Cher, why must do this, why must do that?" Note to The Retards - Go and Fuck Yourselves... Hahahahaha, no, better go and kill yourself to save Singapore from having to deal with people like you guys...
Have anyone watch the movie, Mean Girls? Well, they have this 'cool' gang, The Plastics. We, too, have them... They're called...............(fanfare please) The Retards!!! Please give a round of applause to them. Yeah!!! But, The Retards are ugly, compared to The Plastics....
What you need to join The Retards...
- Lose your brain and be brainless
- Draw pockmarks on your face
- Wear skimpy clothing, like you're goin to the beach
- Having big boobs or big butts is not a requirement
- Go for reduction of boobs or butt if you have big butt or boobs
- Keep asking the lecturer stupid questions with an irritaing, high-pitched voice
- Be bitchy
- Hmm... What else?
Well, The Retards have their own and personal nickname,,, When they were three, their nickname was 3NBAs - 3 No Boobs, No Brains, No Butt Arseholes. But since they have gained two new members, they are now called The Retards, or like weirdo likes to call them, The Turtles... Personally, I like the name The Retards (thanks to Liza...). May God bless the guys that are going to be their husbands. Or maybe, they won't get married at all... Ha ha...
God Bless The Retards!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
P.S. I will post my favourite words, but not now... Yeah, I know I promised to do that, but, can't you wait?!
Hahaha
Life is short - enjoy it!!!
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Am I Cold?
Was wondering if I'm quite cold cos was thinking bout my late grandma's funeral, then I realise that I didn't cry at her funeral or even when I found out that she's already passed away... I only cried when I found out that she was in her last stage of the cancer. Didn't even feel any sadness when I found out when my dad was involved in an accident when I was Sec 1... Even went to my basketball training on that day as if as nothing had happened.When my mum was admitted to hospital last year, I was not that worried and didn't went to visit her at the hospital as much as I should. Even if I were to go to the hospital, most of the time I would sit at the lift lobby cos going into the ward kinda make me sick in my stomach...
So, yeah, am I that freaking cold?
I know that I can be mean at times, but that's maybe because of all these principles dat I have. Like I want to try to trust people, but I can't. Maybe, that's because both of my parents keep promising stuffs that they never did deliver...And also because maybe I've never have any close friends... Since young, my classmates always treat me as a freak cos I don't behave like the fucking bitches that they were. So, yeah, they thought that I was weird. Maybe, I am weird. I like stuffs that most people don't like... So what?! I love to be different from others instead of being clones of other people, just like most of the people in my class... Luckily, the people that I usually hang out with, are not like that. Phew....
At times, I don't even know what I'm thinking about, don't know why I did certain things....
So, yeah, am I that freaking cold?
I know that I can be mean at times, but that's maybe because of all these principles dat I have. Like I want to try to trust people, but I can't. Maybe, that's because both of my parents keep promising stuffs that they never did deliver...And also because maybe I've never have any close friends... Since young, my classmates always treat me as a freak cos I don't behave like the fucking bitches that they were. So, yeah, they thought that I was weird. Maybe, I am weird. I like stuffs that most people don't like... So what?! I love to be different from others instead of being clones of other people, just like most of the people in my class... Luckily, the people that I usually hang out with, are not like that. Phew....
At times, I don't even know what I'm thinking about, don't know why I did certain things....
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Dumb arses....
Was doing revision during Maritime Personnel Management and Capt Ho was going thru the slides that are important. He even wrote down what was important, but these brainless idiots keep asking stupid question... I got so pissed off that I just screamed, "Shut Up!!!" in Malay... They're really getting on my nerves... Never mind, two more days to go. Next week - won't see them dat much. Phew! Luckily, if not I'm going to go mad (as in crazy). Then I realised that that Bulldog was looking at me in a pissed off manner. That Sarah told me... To be honest, I don't give a fuck if she's not happy... Wooo... As if I give a fuck if she's not happy with me... Ha ha... Bumbling idiots... Yeah, next entry will be on my current favourite words....
Ha ha... I'm bored rite now... Boo hoo... Oh yeah! What have I learned today? Liza taught me that I should not criticise retarded people (those three idiots). They retarded?! More like no brains at all... Okay... Me dunno what to write anymore... So, I'm finished for now...
Peace out!!!
(Life is short - enjoy it!!!!)
Ha ha... I'm bored rite now... Boo hoo... Oh yeah! What have I learned today? Liza taught me that I should not criticise retarded people (those three idiots). They retarded?! More like no brains at all... Okay... Me dunno what to write anymore... So, I'm finished for now...
Peace out!!!
(Life is short - enjoy it!!!!)
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
My motto...
Yeah... I've came up with my motto... Are you ready for it? Well, here it is...
Life is short - enjoy it!!!
Learned my lesson after I found out my grandma was dying of breast cancer... By that time, it was already too late to try to appreciate what she have done for me. Now, I live day by day. If I were to plan something, it's only until the week ahead or the month ahead. I still don't know what to do with my life. Which is like sad. Most of my mates already have plans on what they wanna do, but not me. I have this mentality of enjoying life cos you never know when you're going to die. It could be today, tomorrow, next week... You'll never know when you're going up to heaven or hell, unless if you're God or his helpers... Oh crap... I'm starting to write rubbish...
Was reminiscing bout my secondary school life and was thinking bout this stupid bitch whom, I've just realised that she's like Bulldog... Well, what happened was I said to her that I thought this junior was quite pretty. It's not that I'm homo or anything... It's just a comment, but she took it as if I like that girl and went on to tell the whole world. She even went and told that girl. Hence I was known as a lesbian... So, I didn't do anything bout it but just played along with dat rumours and only then, I realised people can't be trusted. Up till now, I can't trust people, not even my close friends. It was like my trick to know whom I can trust and whom I can't. So, in Sec 4, I told this stupid, fucking irrittating bitch, who was two years my junior that I had a dream bout her girl and thought that she was cute (She's freaking ugly by the way... Her bro was my primary school friend). What I told her was not true of course, it's just a trick to know if she can be trusted... And true enough, she can't cos that girl asked me if it was true that I like her... Ha ha... Even if I was a guy, I would not even be interested in her... She's so freaking ugly...
I really have to make this clear. I am straight... It's just that growing up, I hang out too much with my guy friends that at times, I do think like them... Who wouldn't if they keep saying that this girl is hot or dat girl is ugly... I like hanging out with them cos they treat me as one of the guys. If I were to hang out with the gals, most of the time, they would be talking bout fashion which I'm not interested in... And they do kinda treat me differently cos I'm a tomboy and not like them, acting like a fucking bitch... Thank God, that the mates that I have now are not like that... I have such good time hanging with this 5, that I'm gonna miss them when we graduate... Also, not forgeting those peeps in my FYP group and some who are not in... Thanks guys for all the good times...
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