So Confused

Hey, hey, hey! I know it's been awhile dat I last updated... Well here I am...
I'm totally confused to who are my real friends... I know I've been hanging with this 7 people from yr 1 but from what I know that gang is breaking up... It started from me drifting off, and now i heard that Pinky (small) & the Brain (big) is also drifting away, with Brain telling me that the other 5 are hypocrites...
I also kinda find myself becoming more closer with these two and somehow I kinda feel bad dat I don't talk much to the friends dat have been helping me to become a better a person after I've stopped hanging with those 7 pple... This kinda shucks cos i really enjoy hanging with them but sometimes I just don't understand what they're saying...
And everyone in my class are changing. Some becoming from bad to worse, and some, totally gone case.
I didn't go to class today cos I was still pissed off over what happened yesterday... As you know HT was in my group for Jukka's assignment and she's kinda pissed off dat Johnathan kinda thought he's finished his job. The thing dat really pisses me off was dat she complained to Angeline but not to me, the designated team leader. We were all in atrain and I was right in front of her, but she didn't want to complain to me... the thing was I kinda understand a bit so I just stand near the door and looked away... When we were heading to Yew tee, I asked Angeline and she told me dat HT was kinda saying dat Hasreen is not doing anything and why I don't do this, do that... Fuck man! I was there, wasn't I? She could have just said it to my face! And here I am, thinking that she's not that at all... Ha ha. Now my opinion won't change! HT, you are a fucking bitch!!!!
Ha ha...