In My Life

This is a song by a Finnish band, The Rasmus, which to me, is kinda meaningful...

In My Life - The Rasmus
Feel the heat below my feet
I have to go no time to sleep
Can't believe the things you say
Turn my head and walk away
You make me sick you make me nervous

Times are gone when you would say
This is the one and seize the day
Times are gone for honesty
"My victory is your defeat"
Oh can't you see you've been mistaken

[Chorus] In my life I decide and it turns me on
How I am, how I live, who I love
In my way, I feel strong
And it turns me on
In my life, I decide, I decide

All you do, you can't deny it
It's waste of time, waste of life
Can I suggest that you invest in something more than hopelessness
Before you know, the ride is over

[Chorus] In my life I decide and it turns me on
How I am, how I live, who I love
In my way, I feel strong
And it turns me on
In my life, I decide, I decide

It's up to you if you give it up
It's up to you if you won't stop
It's up to you if you give it up
It's up to you if you won't stop

It's up to you if you give it up, give it up
It's up to you if you won't stop
It's up to you if you give it up, give it up
It's up to you, it's up to you...

The record shows that you're dead but you're still living
Every time you have died you have been given
Another chance to fix up your bad attitude
And make a move, it's up to you

It's up to you if you give it up, give it up
It's up to you if you give it up, give it up
It's up to you if you give it up, give it up
It's up to you, it's up to you

Give it up, give it up
Give it up, give it up
Give it up, give it up

Wow...There, there. The song is like...so powerful... Ha ha...
The chorus is very damn meaningful... Yeah!!! Can't you all feel the power?! I can...

Well, people, I just remember to tell all the readers this - What you read here, stays here... Don't go about telling others what I've wrote...

Freedom of speech, people... As long as it's not defamation or slander, the law said it's ok. So, it's okay for me to bullshit cos I'm just an ass... Ha ha...

Peace out!

Story of My Life

This is a song by my fave band, Liberty X, from their second album, "Being Somebody", which I can totally relate to...

Sometimes I feel like I wrote the book of loneliness
And every chapter ends in tears
Sometimes I fear I've had my share of happiness
It's gotta last me all my years

And looking in your eyes it makes me wonder
Do I have a chance again?
Now suddenly I feel I'm starting over
Like it's time to turn the page

It's the story of my life
Can you help me write
The words I need to say
In a better way
Can you help me see
The person I could be
Read between the lines
Can you help me write
The story of my life?

Do you ever feel like your destiny is written for you?
And you only play the part?
Cos I believed in fate the moment that I saw you
Your name was written on my heart

And looking in your eyes I feel a sense of wonder
I know I have a chance again
Now suddenly I feel I'm starting over
It's time to turn the page

It's the story of my life
Can you help me write
The words I need to say
In a better way
Can you help me see
The person I could be
Read between the lines
Can you help me write
The story of my life?

So baby won't you be my inspiration
Through the shadows and the light?
Together we can write our dedication in the story of our lives
Story of our lives

Help me write the story of my life
Help me write the story of my life
Help me write the story of my life
Help me write the story of my life

It's the story of my life
Can you help me write
The words I need to say
In a better way
Can you help me see
The person I could be
Read between the lines
Can you help me write
The story of my life?
It's the story of my life
Can you help me write
The words I need to say
In a better way
Can you help me see
The person I could be
Read between the lines
Can you help me write
The story of my life?

Ha ha... I can totally feel the lyrics, man... That's the power of music. So, to all the people out there, who's been asking why I'm so crazy bout Liberty X...well, all I can said is that they gave me the courage to be who I wanna be... In the past, I can be said of as a failure but they gave me this inspiration to get over all those shit and be a somebody, instead of being someone else's clone... Ha ha... There I said it... Look around you... Most likely, you will see lots of 'clones' (I'm not bullshitting you)...

Well, peace out...

Be original!!!

The Cruise

Hmmm... I don't know if I should go for the cruise... First, I'm not sure if my parents can pay for it... Second, I could be ignored with nobody to talk to... Third, I'm just not sure if I will have a great time... *sigh*

I don't really know... I'm feeling rather depressed and I realised that I've been thinking that it will be great to be dead early than suffer all those shit...

I can't say what I feel to the pple concerned cos it could make matter worst... I told the gang that I just need a change of environment but, that's not really true...

Maybe it's not their fault, but mine... I don't know... I think that they would prefer me not sitting with them rather than sitting with them. There was one time last week, when I sat with them during lunch, (after, I don't know, a few weeks of not sitting with them?), they kinda gave me the feeling that I'm not welcome anymore...

Ha ha... I guess I should just ignore them and study, study, study... After that, maybe, try to lose contact with them... It's actually not the whole gang, but only some of them... Yeah, maybe some of them will read this and...

Name change

Ha ha... I just change the title of my blog cos i want pple to know that i'm still very much fascinated with Liberty X... I don't care wat others wanna said but I do really like Liberty X...

Well, peace out, peeps!!!

Ha ha

I kinda feel like I'm a bit of a nutter... Somedays, I could be rather mad, somedays, pissed off, some days sad... Well, some sort of a schizo ( i forgotten the correct spelling)...

Well, what do we have here... A poem! Yeah!!!

Exams, exams, exams...
They're driving pple mad
They're making my mates stressed up
But not me...
Cos life's short
Gotta enjoy life before it's taken away from you

I don't know what I've just written but a friend of mine asked me to crack my artistic side, so... i don't know how to draw but only know how to bullshit... Ha ha...

Man, oh man... pple should just learn to calm down...
Gotta go... Got my stupid 'interview' to go for and stats ica coming... Yeah! Time for my bullshitting again...

Sick & Tired

I'm kinda sick of life and tired of most of the people around me... I don't know, but since coming back from my attachment, I kinda like hate everybody...

I don't hang around with my old gang cos I kinda feel like they don't like me hanging around with them anymore...

I don't know, man... I just feel like the whole world is against me and hated me... Maybe, I still can't get over the death of my late grandma... I know it's been like 6 years but still...

Well, peace out...